When you live your truth, magic is inevitable.

I wonder how many people can relate to this.

You feel like you are walking around in a dense fog, its grey, you cant see through it. Its frightening, crippling fear. You are confused, don’t know what the next steps to take are, not sure if you are on the ‘right path’. You stop every now and then because the crippling feeling of despair engulfs you and you feel claustrophobic. You can’t breathe. Panic and anxiety kicks in. You start down the spiralling path of helplessness, hopelessness, and depression. You cant shake the feeling of being stuck. Can’t turn left, can’t turn right. Don’t know if you are coming or going. You simply cannot find the light switch to turn on.

Your job feels like it is squeezing the life out of you. You are frustrated and angry that you cant see how to get out.  You wake up with that sick feeling in the pit of your stomach calling you to hide, withdraw, retreat, disassociate, dissolve.

But you force yourself to get up, get ready and start the day. Even on the way to work you cant shake this feeling that you cant get ahead, the whole world is against you and you feel lost, dazed and confused.

Being an intuitive, a medium and a coach I see this a lot. Hell, I even resonate with it at times. Sometimes if I’m not aware it drags me down a deep dark hole where I want to self medicate. I want to withdraw from life and hide.

I couldn’t quite name this feeling before. I struggled with giving it a name. I struggled even wanting to give it a name because it was just easier to accept it then fight it.

I hear people call it the black dog, depression, and anxiety.

But I think this is simply the name given to this feeling of not living in your truth.

I wonder if we are feeling lost, dazed and confused because we are not being in our true nature, rather hiding it and conforming to self imposed expectations of a version we think we need to be. This theory has been resonating with me for a couple of years now. I have seen people transform their lives from despair, fear, and hate to magic, wonder and joy. And what was the ingredient? How did they do this?

They made choices in favour of their truth and applied their will to go for it. They make their truth non-discretionary. They are unwavering in their execution of direct action to live this way, to be this way.

They surround themselves with like minded conscious people who actually speak the truth, they actually value truth. To tell the truth as they observe it. I often wondered what the world would be like if we all told each other the god honest truth of what we see, what we think and what we know. Well, I have found it.

These people literally put their heart on the line.

All decisions are made in favour of their truth because they choose it and will it to be every day.

They are fully aware of their dysfunctions, the conditions they place on themselves, others, and the world.

They make time to uncover what is playing out in their subconscious so they can bring it to light and name it. They welcome it. They don’t shy away from it because it’s too painful, too hard to deal with, or not sure if they can cope with it.

They are ambassadors for their heart and their soul - the true essence that is within them.

Side note - this is what mediums connect to. The soul of the loved one who has passed. Their true essence.

When they live their truth, magic is inevitable.

Too many times have I seen this happen over the last few years. I have seen it happen in my own life.

I know now that when I start to feel despondent, fearful, confused, angry, and lost, I have allowed the thick grey illusionary cloud to surround me and mean something once again. I have let it be in control.

I now know it’s not about getting rid of this cloud, expelling it from existence. Its about acknowledging it, naming it for what it is and refocusing on your truth.

Your truth is your truth. No one can take that away from you.

You have the answers, you know what’s going on for yourself, you know in your heart.

I think a lot of people forget this. They get caught up in the busyness or staleness of their life believing that what they are seeing, thinking, and feeling, is real.

So, I ask, do you really think you came to this life wanting to struggle?

Needing to feel pain all the time and spend time thinking about not existing at all?

Do you really think this is the game plan for us all?

There are winners and losers in life. People who have been dealt a shit hand; people who have had unspeakable things happen to them at no fault of their own.

But like everything, the pendulum eventually swings the other way, even if it is just a glimpse of the other side, the possibility that there is something else.

The pendulum will continue to swing back and forth, but can you rise above the pendulum itself and see the truth of who you are?

Recently I made a trip to Egypt. It has been a lifelong dream of mine ever since I was in High School.

Not sure why, but I have always loved Egyptian Hieroglyphs. So I created it. I advocated for my heart and made it happen. And I was able to experience this journey with my husband. First time in 15 years that we have even travelled overseas together and without kids!

Now I know my higher self, intuitive self, call it what you will, knew the importance of me going.

It was one moment, in one room with one ancient statue that helped me remember who I was and not apologise for it.

The moment I stepped into this room; I knew.

I cried.

I felt immense love like never before.

It was this moment that instinctively drew me to Egypt to this very chamber. It was here that I remembered who I am.

I was activated. Fully awakened.

And it is this energy that drives me to choose to be who I truly am.

I know who I am. I am who I am.

Unapologetically sovereign.

I reflected on how I got here so that I may be able to help others on their journey.

This isn’t a religious journey; it isn’t even a spiritual journey.

It is simply a remembering journey.

A journey of self-activation.

You don’t need others to tell you who you are. You already know.

Just be willing to see it. All of it and receive it.

I have learnt more about myself in the last 4 years than I have in 47 years of my life.

I have laughed, I have cried, I have been angry, I have been sad. I have experienced euphoria; I have experienced hardship and loss.

But most of all, I have experienced me. The truth of me.

And it is about fucking time!

Sekhmet

This is the statue and chamber that disarmed me.

It activated me.

In Egyptian Mythology, this is Sekhmet, the Warrior Goddess and Goddess of Medicine.

See how she steps forward. Its powerful, its unwavering. She is who she is. Unapologetically sovereign.