Against all odds!
Over the past few months, I have been holding an end result.
Something that I would really love to come to fruition.
Back when I made the decision to create this end result, I was up against it, or so I thought I was.
Even as a conscious creator I fell into the trap of allowing my ego or my belief that I needed to fix something about myself or others before I could achieve this end result. The tension was rising. I thought there were many things that would have to fall into place before I could even feel like the end result was a possibility.
I languished over the thought that this was a silly end result and not really true to me, perhaps it was something I thought I needed to have, or I was in the ‘fear of missing out’ space. I checked in with my intuition regularly to receive insight and wisdom to see if this was still true for me.
My end result required other people as well to do their part, or so I thought.
Time, money, resources was a constant factor playing on mind. How could I reach his end result when I am up against it all!!
Until recently, the visions of my joyful end result were just that, visions. They weren’t material or didn’t seem available to me.
I have now been able to create my end result despite being against all odds.
So what was my secret? How did I manage to create this when I thought I was against all odds?
I stuck with my end result until the very end.
When things came up like obstacles or spanners thrown in the works, I held the end result.
I regularly imagined what it would be like to be fully be in my end result and I choose this over my obvious circumstances at the time. I didn’t cut down, belittle, back out or change my end result.
I held the tension. Was it easy, for me no. There were many moments where I felt the tension was too much and it would be just easier to give up this wishful thinking desire!
I also leaned into my beautiful conscious creator community and their insights became invaluable and helped me to stay the course!
I now realise, that all the obstacles and things that I thought had to happen for me to have my end result were obstacles I subconsciously created out of fear. My old story was playing in the background and I didn’t realise it and therefore I couldn’t neutralise it. Instead of coming from the powerful creator story I am now living, I was coming from the insecure, unsafe, fearful victim story.
Intuition is an amazing gift, when you intend to use it.
I am grateful that I have woken up and see things for what they really are.
The Natural Success Academy has changed me forever!